i need you so bad. i need you to dig out the inner parts
of that are dying to get out but are repressed
by years of soil covering dead dreams.
i want to leave my worries and troubles of my past
and make a beautiful future with just you and i.

im so scared and worried and frightened.
my plights are undistinguishable.
i have no idea what im doing and
how i'm going to make it there without losing it.
but i'm going to do it. nothings going to stop




Joystick
My heart has been toggled like a joystick
bending falling moving.
Not sure which way to go
Which way to say.

Should I follow the path I am on
or take a turn
moving towards an unknown destination
With no one by my side
No on there to touch

Falling Faster, Deeper, Stronger
Screams become silent
Ears are covered
I am alone, wrapped up in solitude
in a cold dark cell
that is my mind




Death
hold on close to the ones you love
for you may not know when their time is up.
Death plays an evil game, taking lives away.
They slip and fall, away from our eyes
No longer able to feel their touch, the warmth of their skin.
We think, ponder,question of what we last said to them
Did we say what we really felt? or say things out of anger?
We pray, we pleed that our final words were not of hate.
Look into yourself, have you lived life to its fullest?
Live each day as if it were your last
Final words of love not hate
for you never know when your time is up.
Through death, you realize how much people mean to you.
Darkness falls upon our tortued souls.